Need more land

I know it's funny writing something like this after my last post, but it's kind of related. I'm sitting here with my family wishing I had someplace to go where I can be alone for awhile without having to drive. I would like a building with a small altar where I can go to pray, play some worship music, and be alone with my thoughts. Even an extra room in the house would be fine, just someplace where I can go to be alone. Tomorrow I'm going to go for a walk if I can, try to clear my thoughts. Well, if I feel up to it. If that doesn't work I'll just sit out back. :sigh: I wish I were home in the country, I'm staying with my inlaws because of the miscarriage and they live in a subdivision.